Atheism – Pseudo

We (as in the Jain community in Bangalore) have recently constructed a new temple. Whenever a new temple is constructed, to ordain the “building” as a temple, a series of Poojas have to be performed. These take about 5-6 days and this will happen starting this weekend on the 3rd. In addition to this, there will also be some other religious preachings and cultural programs to further the knowledge of our religion.

Now, I am an atheist. I do not believe in God or the concept of God. But not having explicitly stated this to my parents who are quite religious and take active participation in the community events and occasions pulled me into the preparations for the ordaining ceremony. The entire ceremony is being managed by my uncle with a lot of other people along with my dad being delegated the smaller details. So yesterday, I was assigned something to do as well.

Though I have never told my parents outright that I am atheist, I have always shown a disinterest in it. But I have to force myself to do all this for their sake which I do not quite welcome! I plan to just grin and bear it for the next few days!
Sigh :(


  1. Kev May 31, 2006

    I hope things go well and quickly for you over the next few days. I am also an atheist and I know at times it can be difficult to be in a place of faith when you don’t believe in what is going on. As basically an outsider to all faiths and religions I use the time to observe what is going on from a sociological point of view.

  2. AJ May 31, 2006

    I should be able to manage since a few of my friends are participating in the cultural programs (dance and skits)

    The main issue for me is when the ceremonies and the “poojas” are being performed. Because I don’t pay any attention to them and then I feel guilty for not showing any faith even though I’m there :(

  3. pri July 11, 2006

    awesum profile n blog spot duuude !!!!!

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